Here it comes!

Today was my last day of work.  8 years of the corporate life and keeping up with all its demands gone, just like that.  I must say it was a big relief to leave, but also very scary that I’m taking a big step towards uncertainty.  I don’t know when or where my next income will come but I still have no hesitation or doubt about my decision.   All this change feels so awkward.  There is so much to hang on to, so much to question, and so much to process all at once.  It’s a mixed feeling of gratitude, nostalgia, sadness, anxiety, and excitement all rolled into one.   I’m not even sure which to feel or express first.

For now, all I can say is as much I’ve lost a part of myself I also hang on to the foundations that guide me through the change.

C’est la vie! The best is yet to come!

 

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